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Well Im home from work and a little tired. Sometimes wish that I was working somewhere else but I am good at what I do. O well...today was not too bad the usual inmate actin a fool but of course nothing I can't handle....I know not to put up with no shit...lol just wanted to drop a line....laters!!!!!

IS IT ME??

U KNOW I HAVE GROWN AND SEEN AND DONE MANY THINGS IN MY 27 YRS. BUT ONE THING I DONT UNDERSTAND IS WHY I SEE EVERYONE AROUND ME AND THEY ARE HAPPY AND I AM NOT. IS IT ME, IS IT SOMETHING THAT I HAVE DONE TO BRING THIS UPON MYSELF. AS I SIT HERE AND READ MY WORDS I SOUND LIKE A BROKEN RECORD BUT I REALLY DONT UNDERSTAND. I KNOW ONE DAY MY TIME WILL COME AND YOU KNOW WHAT MAYBE IT WONT BUT THAT IS JUST SOMETHING I AM GOING TO HAVE TO DEAL WITH LATER. EVEN THOUGH ALL OF THIS I HAVE MADE A DICISION AND DECIDED TO BACK TO SCHOOL FOR MY RN......LIKE MY MOMMY ALWAYS SAYS THE ONE THING THAT NO ONE CAN TAKE AWAY FROM YOU IS YOUR EDUCATION...AND WHILE I AM STILL YOUNG AND SINGLE I MIGHT AS WELL AND DO SOMETHING FOR ME RIGHT??? AND IF THAT SOMEONE COMES ALONG WELL THEN SO BE IT!!!!

I DID IT!!!!!

WELL GUYS WISH ME LUCK I FINALLY HAD TO GUTS TO ASK THAT SPECIAL PERSON TO BE MY VALENTINE!!!! O.K. MY GUTS WEREN'T TOO HUGE...I DIDNT ASK IN PERSON!!LOL O WELL, LETS SEE WHAT HE SAYS...KEEP YOUR FINGERS CROSSED!!!!!

J

Wow

I can't beleive I'm still awake....worked a double shift and got online, crazy..well of course same ol drama at work, it never fails. I usually come home and talk to mom and dad about my little adventures, but that might have to stop. Mom is to the point that she wants me to look for another job. Not that I blame her, I woulsn't want my daughter working at a correctional facility!! But hey Icouldn't be a cop and follow in daddy's footsteps so this way I kinda get the best of both worlds....lol. Well I must say that I miss my moco(Mel), her phone line isnt working and I haven't spoken to her for a couple of days and I miss her!!!!:( And especially when I needed her the most. Went through some serious drama only to realize one thing. The one thing that I want in life is usually staring me in the face. So how do I take it? I don't know I guess I am Going to have to start thinking about it because I dont want someone else to come along and take it from me cuz then I am S.O.L.!!!!! Well guys I guess I have some thinking to do...talk to you later and don't be stingy with the comments!!!!love ya!!!

j