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Well Im home from work and a little tired. Sometimes wish that I was working somewhere else but I am good at what I do. O well...today was not too bad the usual inmate actin a fool but of course nothing I can't handle....I know not to put up with no shit...lol just wanted to drop a line....laters!!!!!

IS IT ME??

U KNOW I HAVE GROWN AND SEEN AND DONE MANY THINGS IN MY 27 YRS. BUT ONE THING I DONT UNDERSTAND IS WHY I SEE EVERYONE AROUND ME AND THEY ARE HAPPY AND I AM NOT. IS IT ME, IS IT SOMETHING THAT I HAVE DONE TO BRING THIS UPON MYSELF. AS I SIT HERE AND READ MY WORDS I SOUND LIKE A BROKEN RECORD BUT I REALLY DONT UNDERSTAND. I KNOW ONE DAY MY TIME WILL COME AND YOU KNOW WHAT MAYBE IT WONT BUT THAT IS JUST SOMETHING I AM GOING TO HAVE TO DEAL WITH LATER. EVEN THOUGH ALL OF THIS I HAVE MADE A DICISION AND DECIDED TO BACK TO SCHOOL FOR MY RN......LIKE MY MOMMY ALWAYS SAYS THE ONE THING THAT NO ONE CAN TAKE AWAY FROM YOU IS YOUR EDUCATION...AND WHILE I AM STILL YOUNG AND SINGLE I MIGHT AS WELL AND DO SOMETHING FOR ME RIGHT??? AND IF THAT SOMEONE COMES ALONG WELL THEN SO BE IT!!!!

I DID IT!!!!!

WELL GUYS WISH ME LUCK I FINALLY HAD TO GUTS TO ASK THAT SPECIAL PERSON TO BE MY VALENTINE!!!! O.K. MY GUTS WEREN'T TOO HUGE...I DIDNT ASK IN PERSON!!LOL O WELL, LETS SEE WHAT HE SAYS...KEEP YOUR FINGERS CROSSED!!!!!

J